I wrote this the night after my interview with Elon University for the Systems Librarian.
“A day of Elon. I flew into Raleigh NC yesterday afternoon where [redacted] picked me up and took me on a beautiful scenic route back to Elon. I sure have missed the east coast.
[redacted] reminds me of [redacted] which is fitting because [redacted] is from Greensboro. [redacted] has been wonderful and really helpful this entire process, I am surprised that she is a cataloging librarian only because she is a delight to be around and I think would do well at the front.
Dinner last night was wonderful. The ladies I ate with had me laughing and smiling the entire time. My office would be right next to [redacted] and she is a hoot! I’ve really missed southern hospitality.
I am staying at this adorable and beautiful BnB called the Burke Manor. The bathroom is huge, the bed is comfy and the service is fantastic. I’m not use to this type of service and catering. Makes me look forward to staying in them more often.
Today was a long but delightful day. I had 4 more mtgs/interviews, a presentation, lunch and dinner with staff and 3 different tours. The staff at Elon is much smaller (30ish ppl) than UCR but they really embrace change and I appreciate and enjoy the direction and initiative the library dean has, the support of staff and the support for professional development and helping and making way for the staff to grow. One thing that I love about Elon is the community and campus involvement the library has. They do really great out reach and everyone holds high respect for each other.
I really felt like I fit in with this library it hits all the points that I want in a position. In one of the interviews the dreaded what do you want accomplish in 5-10 years career wise. My answer? I want to be established at an institution, preferably one (if not) like Elon.
I attended a musical tonight put on by an Elon honor student and it was great. It struck me on every emotion and I was thrilled to attend it.
I am feeling really good about this, I just hope they see that I am a great fit for the job. Only time will tell and it is now in God’s hands.”
I finally heard that although I had a strong interview that they had selected another candidate for the position. I was crushed to read that. To get so far and feel so good about the interview and not make it; well at least I now have a good failure story. Which made me think ‘If I wanted to use this as my interview response, what would I want to be able to tell them?’ This has helped shaped my reaction to a crummy situation.
There are plenty of things I could have done better in the interview, because you can always do better. However, I put everything out there and although right now I feel that maybe if I interviewed better with the dean or with the associate provost or if I presented more eloquently I would have been selected, I know that I did give a very strong interview, that I did everything that I could to show them that I was their best choice.
So what now? I read the response from the dean at Elon that answers my question, “what was different between myself and the chosen candidate that made them chose them?” I put myself back together, I continue to learn and be involved and I try again and again until I make it.
How do I do this? Well I started another in depth search for positions I found interesting and I saved them. The goal is to begin working through the application process. My in depth search involved reviewing other job descriptions and pulling keywords to create my taxonomy.
Then I pulled up articles on skills that were highly recommended for the job I wanted as well as pulling from job descriptions. I then checked in with Treehouse so see if they had any tracks for training and I saved them. I also looked up tutorials and I used social media to ask for help.
One thing that I did do was allowed myself essentially a time for mourning the loss. I think that it is healthy to allow your body and mind to release that stress. It isn’t a sign of weakness to be sad and even upset about a situation like this. However, the key is to give yourself a deadline in which you will pick yourself back up and you will put it behind you and begin again.
Before diving back into a list of new applications, I also gave myself the day off, where I did everything but check email, get on the computer and access social media. Sort of a cleanse by disconnecting.
Then I start again. I put my best foot forward and I work towards that end goal.